The opportunity was waiting.I do not tell you this to make you feel badly, only to show you once again that you should trust your impulses, because in your particular case your ego has overbuilt its defenses.

机会在等着。我这些并不要让感觉很糟，想次，应 该相信自己的冲动，因为就的例子来说，的自我已经过度建立了防御。