agonising

I spent days agonising over whether to take the job or not.

我用了好些天苦苦思考是否接受这份工作。

It was an agonising decision for him.

这对来说是一个痛苦的决。

They agonised about it for days.

为此苦恼了许多天。

The accused faces an agonising wait while the jury considers its verdict.

陪审团讨论裁决期间，被告面临痛苦的等待。

I will not let your secret out to agonise the man I love.

我绝不会把你的秘密说出去而让我所钟爱的遭受痛苦的。